Animal behaviour
I treat myself like a donkey sometimes. That might be the reason i treat others like donkeys. People associate Donkey's with slowness, "blurness", dumb...
I noe I shouldn't be thinking of other people like that (I mean it's ok to call myself Donkey, but it's definately not right to treat others like donkey's as well.) But I can't help it, it really really tough not to think that way, I can't help but wonder why I treat other people like Donkey's. Maybe you (those that know me) wouldn't realize it but i do. I have that mean streak in me, that superior streak, that patronizing streak...I am a really stubborn ass, a true blue Donkey.
I wish that could change...
Me!!
But there's another part of the donkey that I really admire: His innoncence.
Innocence is missing somehow from things...I miss the innocence of primary, secondary school, F6, childhood. Of course i not talking about being blameless, but i do mean innoncence in the sense of childlike innoncence: where the world is a wonder to behold cynical attitudes are far far away. Sometimes I equate innoncence with naivete. But that need not be so, these two can be logically separate-one need not imply the other.
But most of all, I wish for innoncence in boy-girl relations...
Yeah i'm a romantic deep deep inside, but just havn't got the chance to express it out yet. (Those who know me would know what i'm talking about). I feel there is no true romance, because there is no longer an innoncence in boy-girl relations.
Imagine just holding her hand and staring deep inside her eyes, just to pass the minutes...
or
A simple touch on the shoulder to show that you really care...
Where there is innoncence, i guess care and concern come almost naturally, romance is not forced and ... hmm...all's well with the world?
Ok, ok..i'm blushing already. Better stop now...
Note to self
1) Graph Theory in the afternoon
2) Field Theory at night
3) Call Franklin to ask him about KR for LPC
Again, absolutely no Diablo 2 until after midnight...
I noe I shouldn't be thinking of other people like that (I mean it's ok to call myself Donkey, but it's definately not right to treat others like donkey's as well.) But I can't help it, it really really tough not to think that way, I can't help but wonder why I treat other people like Donkey's. Maybe you (those that know me) wouldn't realize it but i do. I have that mean streak in me, that superior streak, that patronizing streak...I am a really stubborn ass, a true blue Donkey.
I wish that could change...
Me!!
But there's another part of the donkey that I really admire: His innoncence.
Innocence is missing somehow from things...I miss the innocence of primary, secondary school, F6, childhood. Of course i not talking about being blameless, but i do mean innoncence in the sense of childlike innoncence: where the world is a wonder to behold cynical attitudes are far far away. Sometimes I equate innoncence with naivete. But that need not be so, these two can be logically separate-one need not imply the other.
But most of all, I wish for innoncence in boy-girl relations...
Yeah i'm a romantic deep deep inside, but just havn't got the chance to express it out yet. (Those who know me would know what i'm talking about). I feel there is no true romance, because there is no longer an innoncence in boy-girl relations.
Imagine just holding her hand and staring deep inside her eyes, just to pass the minutes...
or
A simple touch on the shoulder to show that you really care...
Where there is innoncence, i guess care and concern come almost naturally, romance is not forced and ... hmm...all's well with the world?
Ok, ok..i'm blushing already. Better stop now...
Note to self
1) Graph Theory in the afternoon
2) Field Theory at night
3) Call Franklin to ask him about KR for LPC
Again, absolutely no Diablo 2 until after midnight...
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