Sejarah
Sejarah means history in Malay. I was looking through every entry in my blog...(i noe i deleted some entries...but those are concerned with my failed series on postmodernism).
I realized a few things.
1) My blogging style has changed.
2) I crap alot. I mean: I rarely have anything substantial to say.
3) This week in particular, has been a week when God answered a lot of my little prayers. I just complained too much to be grateful. I must repent and ask for forgiveness.
Dear God,
I just want to say sorry that I have been complaining too much. Yes, there are times when things don't always happen the way I want them to be, but you still show me that you care by answering little requests in small little ways. I just need your Spirit to teach me to be content, to be at peace and to trust in your timing, which like Gandalf the wizard, is never early or late. These are but the shadow of eternal things to come, help me my Father not to be too disturbed by them. Teach me God, the true humanness. Teach me dear God how to control my emotions and how to express them in constructive ways. Teach me most of all, how to wait and be patient.
Amen.
I realized a few things.
1) My blogging style has changed.
2) I crap alot. I mean: I rarely have anything substantial to say.
3) This week in particular, has been a week when God answered a lot of my little prayers. I just complained too much to be grateful. I must repent and ask for forgiveness.
Dear God,
I just want to say sorry that I have been complaining too much. Yes, there are times when things don't always happen the way I want them to be, but you still show me that you care by answering little requests in small little ways. I just need your Spirit to teach me to be content, to be at peace and to trust in your timing, which like Gandalf the wizard, is never early or late. These are but the shadow of eternal things to come, help me my Father not to be too disturbed by them. Teach me God, the true humanness. Teach me dear God how to control my emotions and how to express them in constructive ways. Teach me most of all, how to wait and be patient.
Amen.